Death ends a life, not a relationship. - john lemmon

since im free today and may driver, i decided to go to carlo's place drop off his invitation for isha's baptismal. after nun punta den kila kurt and joning. while arguing with fiona about what to wear tinawag ako ni kr kasi nagriring fone ko. its carlo. "hello?" then he was crying..weeping then he told me Cia died last friday. i was speechless. andami nyang kinukwento but i couldnt understand him na...all i can remember was when he said "ill meet u there. i need you there...please?" how can i say no to that. kausap ko lang si Ciara last monday, i heard that she's leaving for L.A.(ata) nung wed then i told her na dapat present sya sa baptismal ng baby ko on may 15 and she said she will...promise. i immediately got my bag di na ako nakapagblow dry ng hair headed to her lolo benjamin abalos' house sa madaluyong. then i saw carlo yap sa gate...all i can do is to embrace him and kiss him. the place was full of flowers...literally. there's a huge tarp beside her coffin and tons of pictures around. very pretty gurl. on top of her coffin i saw an open letter from carlo...i almost cried. i know its so untimely..i gave carlo the invitation. na naka-address pa To Ciara and Carlo. im sorry. when he opened it...he almost cried. REWIND...5 months ago(i think) carlo and i met at glorietta that was the first time i met Ciara. after that lunch date with friends(with mari, bob, toff and bing) carlo called me and asked me what i think about Ciara. i told him i like her. she's pretty and smart. she's really funny. kwela nga according to bing. very friendly and sweet. two thumbs up ako. after ilang weeks i found out sila na. i know carlo is really serious about her. sa lahat ng gurls na pinakilala niya sa akin si Ciara lang ang pinaka-okay and approve talga ako. kaya naman i feel really sad and hurt for him. we've been friends since hs and a lot of my guy friends disliked him. i dont. he's a real gentleman, makulit nga lang pero he's really smart. he saw me and been with me thru all my down times and i thank him for that. aminado ako...i used to like him as in crush. alam nya un. but i learned to love him more like a brother. pareho kami. id rather stay friends with him than loose him. kaya naman my only wish for him eh makahanap sya ng gurl who'll take good care of him and love him with all her heart. i thought si Ciara na. she's too young to die...but DEATH is inevitable. its one sad fact about life. no one can escape death.

CIARA: i know you're in a better place now. CARLO: i love you. ill be strong for you! Death ends a life, not a relationship. Jack Lemmon

Death is nothing else but going home to God, the bond of love will be unbroken for all eternity. Mother Teresa