Realizations...

Went out with friends yesterday and watched New Moon. Met Carlo yesterday before the movie. Carlo was with his friend Paolo. There were a lot of realizations lately...

...I just realized what Carlo said yesterday...that there are times that you wake up lonely. Not because you miss that someone but you're just lonely.
...that until now im not yet done deleting his pictures from my multiply account. im currently working on it.
...i realized that i havent updated my multiply blog. well i have my blogger kasi. but i know i cant blog this there because one way or another he's gonna read this. i didnt want him to.
...but then i realized that i didnt care about him anymore. Na nasusuka na ako just seeing a picture of him. i dunno why.
...i realized that at times like these your friends will always be there for you.
...i realized that there will be this one guy friend who will never hurt you, will never make you cry, will never leave you and will always love you. He's gonna be your text mate pag walang nagtetext sayo. He will be my date pag walang nagaaya sayo ng date. He'll give you roses pag walang nagbibigay sayo ng roses. Someone who's gonna check on you from time to time if buhay ka pa. haha! In my case, that's my bestfriend Carlo. Thanks!
...si Lei more on gawa issue kay Carlo. Sorry. We're just friends and it will forever stay like that.
...I realized that im enjoying a lot of things now. more time for myself, more time for Isha, more time for work, more time for friends and more time for my family.

i know im not making any sense. ewan.

finding time...

And so i thought i deleted all the pictures already...no its not yet over. Jonah told me about my multiply account. Fuck! I forgot about that the whole time. And so...i started to delete him...again. Going thru all the shit again. Oh well, im better na. Hindi na ako apektado. I just want him outta here. Out of my life.

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i think its about time...
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kisses

its been awhile since my last entry here. been very very busy at work and a whole lots of stuffs. i was telling rain the last time we were texting each other that i have to literally jump from one "job" to another just to attend to everyone...from work to home pati sa lovelife and even with my friends...i have to sched every single thing that i have to do. super mom according to jonning. i wish i was.

---just wanna share me and my nikki's latest pic...

its almost december and i just cant wait to see all my friends. im really looking forward to shynie's baby shower party. i miss you all and life has never been this tough without you, guys!

kisses!!!

It's Avail!!!! hahaha! its saturday night and im at work...BORING! everyone's having a blast ako, shit! but anyway its avail naman so chicka all the way. nga pala we got back together na and we're definitely doing better. well, at least... tomorrow is our BU party...and the theme is Arabian nights...are you kidding?im not going there wearing carpet and stuffs hahgahaha!!!!! ----i miss you! i love you!