BREAKING NEWS!!!

naks, parang tv. serious stuffs: i was going thru my emails and stuffs in the net. i saw this resume...of someone (not-so)related to me. as i was reading HER resume i realized that HER cellphone no. sounds very familliar to me. i immediately checked my phone. HER number was the same as an unknown number that i saved few months ago(kasi nagiba ako ng number diba?) the number texted me but SHE refused to reveal kung sino sya. NOW I KNOW!!!sino ung HER?...the "GIRLFRIEND" of that loutish guy. she's crazy...i wonder how she got my number.

FOR A FRIEND

"you know i dont like her coz of what she did to you but believe me when i tell you i totally understand exactly how you feel..." its hard to let go of someone you really LOVE. someone you've spent years with. i should know how that feels. and it really hurts me to see and hear my friend's weak sentiments about his not-so-good recent break up. i wanted to help him, i just dont know how. its hard to understand why some people can be so mean to some. bullshit silang lahat! FRIEND, you're always in my prayers. it takes time to heal...be patient. lavyah!

DO YOU HAVE A STARING PROBLEM?

i remember this line form BING! i just dont understand why i usually get that "stare" whenever i go out. 1st time lang ba sila nakakita ng gorgeous preggy?i guess! JUDGING ME, JUDGING YOU before my mom left for italy she would always tell me to be careful kung kanino ko sasabihin that i am pregnant and that would usually start our fight. she's so obsessed about what others would think and say about me...i love you mom!pero i just dont see your point. i dont owe anyone anything and i need not to explain myself... plueeze...i dont feel less about myself becoz some loutish guy got me pregnant and cant take the responsibility...people, mind ur own buzz!!! NEWSBITS: people, IM OKAY!no gestational diabetes for momi...yehey!pero binigyan na ako ng doctor ng medicine(isoxilan) becoz baka magkaroon na ako ng contractions especially kung mapagod ako going around...shopping.mejo 7months na ako kaya delicado na. CONGRATS to WACKY for a healthy baby gurl!

STARVATION INSANITY

its insane.i was hungry to death yesterday for 12 crazy hours and not to forget 4x ako kinuhanan ng blood for 4 gruelling hours shit! i thought i was going to pass out...i swear. malamang before i got pregnant okay lang to starve myself. no harm done. but now...my God!kulang nalang sipain na ako todo ng anak ko sa loob. well, the blood test is for my glucose tolerance...12 hours with no food and water...grrr!!! i pray na sana okay ung results. kaya naman after that crazy adventure i had lunch at dulcinea at gale...very carrie bradshaw. Y? kasi i was all alone having lunch in a quite-fancy resto. excuse me hindi ako loner pero i enjoyed it a lot.

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Beauty... insubstantial. Soul... intangible. Death... inevitable. Love... imperfect, ineffable, infinite. -kly (110804)

VERY MUCH AVAILABLE!!!

double meaning...hehehe!very much available as in its literal meaning na wala akong ginagawa and anyone can simply invite me out. and its other meaning...hehehe!thou, i not into any love stuffs at the moment but i am VERY MUCH AVAILABLE!hahahaa!halata ba na bored na ako?di masyado... kurt, i had so much fun last saturday. miss u so much!sana we could go out as much as we did before pero its kinda impossible na. basta text me when ur free. hoy, al papagalitan pla ka namin last saturday. good thing kasama mo si jolli. grabe naman ang pagiging driver huh?TAMA NA masyadong mabait! -O- FRIENDS.... please pray for me and my baby...krishna. two weeks ago i had my OGCT blood exam kasabay nung ultrasound. baby krishna is okay naman pero si momi kalay baka magkaroon ng gestational diabetes. main reason maybe coz we have a strong family history of diabetes. but within this week ill have my OGTT(oral glucose tolerance test) to see if its really gestational diabetes(sana kaya pa mabigyan ng solution).mahirap lang kasi baka baby's too big na ma-cesarean me. AYOKO NUN!!! kaya mejo on-diet ang momi and baby...dont u worry di naman diet as in diet that i used to do.cut down lang ang sweets ko. kaya please, please do pray for me. thanks...ill keep u guys updated.

NEW BLOG!

ehhheheh!bagal na kasi nung isa kaya i got myself a new one instead. LONG DELAYED POSTS its nice to see some of friends again...last Oct. 26 we had a lunch out at g4. im with mari, bob, yummi toff, bing, carlo and ciara(hi!nice to meet you!) can i just say...toff looks absolutely gorgeous with his office-attire look...hehehe! and carlo looks all-gwapo(naks!)since nag-gym na sya.(thanks sa baby book) and...mari...hahahah!the same paden pero glooming ang lola mo!kurant tayo, bob!!!hoy, bing!diba nag-ooffice ka bakit pang mall ang outfit mo?i love u!lunch out uli tayo!!! ITS A BABY GURL!!!AY? ay???gurl?heheheh!last friday nagpaultrasound na me. as i lay in that room waiting for the doctor and making saway kay fiona...i was really nervous... nung nakita ko na ung baby...haay!i couldnt believe...baby na sya talaga. heeheh!she's really inside my tummy...i couldnt believe it!hehehe!kasi naman for this past few weeks pati sa salon baby fat lang daw!ha?baby fat?insulto!!!at least now, convinced na ako. she's super kulit...as in!you can see the baby moving around, kicking, moving her hands and her mouth nag-open and close...kumakain daw sabi nung doctor. im sooo excited. but then when i left the room i realized...SHIT!TALO AKO!!DAMN!congrats Al, next time na yellow cab magiipon na ako. promise! SHYN, ipon ka na ng 500...ehhehehe!