New Year na!

Its so sad...New Year na pero parang wlang bago... i cant attend our reunion sa province bcoz hindi pa alam ng lola that im very much pregnant(baka daw kasi matuluyan lola ko...) so, im stuck here at home on New Year's eve with fiona, ate marline and rox. no fancy celebrations...less hassle for me kasi di ako magluluto, cheaper and no makukulit na bisita. quiet pero kinda sad. whew...looking forward to a NEW year ahead...hmmm?im so excited... Momi updates:dapat tapos na ako sa craving ah...but i still crave for bibingka(gusto ko sa ferino's or that store along baywalk), hmmm...mango ice cream...oops...i had dulce de leche coffee chiller from gloria jeans yesterday...i couldnt help it. i know bawal ako ng coffee but they told me naman na decaf so okay lang...gusto ko den ng cappucino chiller and chocolate dome cake from starbucks...ahhh!@ sinner talga!

Final Episode

episode 94 "An American Girl in Paris (Part Deux)" "The most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous." -Carrie

GAZEBO DINNER

Tuesday, December 21, 2004 Jack's Loft, Eastwood its tuesday night and andaming tao...parang saturday night. this ones different from our usual barkada xmas dinner...this is our 6th xmas dinner. wlang cook out sa house ni kurt at wlang GURLS who throws up at the back seat...thank God! then...we realized lahat wlang dates...girlfriends in particular. sino sino?si papa g, paolo santos, kurt, mako, al, francis, chase, sebas and me(ako pala may date...ung baby ko)kulang na nga lang si wacky(who's in davao...well he's not single tatlo na nga eh.him + baby + wife), nino(na strict paden ang dad...i dunno if single), valle(malabo sya...i duno den if single) and you know who...ok...jp(tinext ni al di daw nagreply...hayaan na naten nagtatago nga eh...i know hindi sya single)chase told me pa nga baka 4 lang kami magdinner kaya na-surprise kami when paolo and sebas came. hmmm...pumunta ba nga ba sila dahil xmas dinner or dahil gusto nila makita ako preggy?wla kasi maniwala at first. laughtrip...everyone's so excited to tell their stories kaya naman di na kami magkaintindihan. hehehe...i thought papagalitan nila ako but hindi...i love you, guys!its so nice to hear that pao's working in SM office, francis is still in the car buisness. while mako is taking up nursing, sebas is graduating in october, al is I dont know kelan gagraduate...as well as kurt. si papa g ojt na lang DAW...and si chase...2008 pa gagraduate...dibale doctor ka na!BTW...di pala ako pinagbayad ng mga mokong andami ko pa naman kinain...kakahiya. kurt, thanks for the winnie the pooh stuff toy. and shit!ginawa nila akong buddha...good luck daw kasi pregnant kaya pati mga wallet inilagay sa tummy ko plus nagpapic together with the huge tummy...lafftrip kau. sana next year ganto uli ka-fun thou may mga kulang na... had so much fun...see you all soon...baka sa st. lukes na.:)

SEC DINNER

Saturday, December 18, 2004 Crocodille Grill, Greenbelt 3 My GOD! momi lay's so early...well,nauna pala sa akin si bing. geez, paghintayin daw kami ng 2 hours sa labas ng croc. good thing bing has madami daming baong stories to tell we didnt even notice the time. it was nice to all of them again. Shyn, gelo, bing, papa g, aiks, iz, vic, mon...asan si piggy, rain, mari and the rest of the sec peepz. HOY!may utang kau!!!dibale si mari nagpasabi na she cant make it kasi may dinner sya with her hs friends...tama ba?si hatch naman DAW gumagawa ng brownies...hmp!si lei may play and si jonah may work. back to the dinner...i had fun sobra...add mo pa ung gift ni shyn na glow sticks and that party popper na didnt pop...badtrip!after dinner at croc we all decided to have some drinks (actually sila lang since momi cant have ung drinks nila...jenny's favorite nalang ako...healthy pa...argg!) at bubba gump. sumunod nga pala si primo together with gf. sana next time mas madami. and most probably...hindi...DAPAT iinom na ako...Uli. Merry christmas to all!

MSTRESS

i know exactly what she's going thru. MALAMANG...i had the same(nga lang di pa kasal)dilemma den. it's so weird that i can actually see myself(hear myself) sa friend ko. it's so pathetic...its so easy to give a friend an advice then u realized that its you who NEEDS a good advice. ANG TANONG - when can you finally say enough IS enough. madali lang sabihin...mahirap gawin. how will you be able to get yourself out of it before its too late...kasi ako mismo i never knew the how. siguro if im not pregnant now malamang andun paden ako sa "dilemma" na yon. kaya everytime my friend would ask me ano gagawin nya...i dont know what to tell her. i must admit that there are times when i dream about him...times na when im out feeling ko makikita ko sya anytime...there are still times when everything flashes back to me...i try so hard to forget about him pero ang hirap. lalo pa now that i have someone who'll always remind me of him..."my little angel"... then i realized that i can never forget him but in time ill learn how to forget about the pain he caused me... FRIEND, i dont mean to hurt you... maybe that's why they call it mistress.when you let yourself get into a situation like this may kasama talagang great amount of stress...MISS STRESS.corny!but true. its one hell of a rollercoaster ride...carnival of emotions. ENOUGH! SEC friends:dinner on DECEMBER 18, 2004 SATURDAY somewhere in GB3. baka sa CROCODILE GRILL. we'll keep you guys updated. SORRY, kasi we couldnt think of another date na pwede and madami ren na po nag-yes. GAZEBO friends:dinner on DECEMBER 21, 2004 TUESDAY somewhere in LIBIS o kaya EASTWOOD. if may angal pa sa date bahala na kayo mag-isip.LECHE!ehheh!

"if only"

"...if only i could take away his pain and sufferings...i will." after he put down his fone...there was a moment of silence. then...u can hear him sobbing... his weeping was slowly killing me. i quietly stood out of bed and embrassed him. tears started to flow down my cheeks. i could not help it. when u see ur dad crying and in great anxiety it will surely break your heart...un ang nangyari. im excited to have baby krishna as a new addition to our family but im sad that my lola's sick and we're not even sure kung maabutan pa niya si baby krishna... I Love You, Lola!

MOMI UPDATES:

i have to be more careful now since im on my 7month already. i get cramps na once in a while. having a hard time moving around pa lalo. no sweets and milk for me baka maging giant na si baby(my God!kaya ko kaya walang sweets...bawas...pwede) after two weeks i gained a pound lang...yehey!!!im becoming more obsessed with the way i look. i feel so bloated with my tummy sticking out.huhu! Herbs...one of my ABS friends just filed his resignation letter...until december 20 nlang sya. i wonder...anu nga ba talaga ang meron sa loob? a lot wanted to get in pero madami den who's been working there for years wanted to leave...naguunahan pa kamo. only a few survived...Herbs...i miss u and Good Luck! --and plueeze i dont need some MACHEEZMO guy...wla lang. nasabi ko lang... Jay...inaanak mo baby ko hindi pamangkin...anu tayo magkapatid?kahit ano nalang ang pasalubong...see yah soon! my lilo...cute noh?