twisted sanity for the spotless mind

Je suis imparfait dans mon propre monde imparfait. ..these est les pensées qui couche en dessous de moi. ..the vrai me.

2.18.2005

pray for me.

hey, ive decided that my baby's name would be...krishna mikaela. my mom said okay na sa name. "anak overstaying ka na sa tummy ni mommi" 40 weeks na tummy ko tomorrow and if i still dont give birth until monday induce na sya kasi overdue na. please pray for me...im really scared. i can take all the pain wag lang mahirapan baby ko. sabi ko nga eh di na po ako uulit. :P

2.16.2005

Feb nga pala noh?

i almost forgot...feb nga pala. everything's different...for the first time. while everyone's busy with their love thingys...im too preoccupied with my pregnancy ekek.i literally dont have someone special. meron asa tummy ko pa. eager na lumabas. no date, no sweet ekek...nuthing...but im happy. that is the most important thing naman after all - CONTENTMENT. I AM! to clear things up di ako BITTER sa kung kanino at anu man. i have nothing against those who are happily in love. i miss that feeling nga eh. but after going thru a lot of heartaches and shits, i realized that hindi basehan ung having someone to complete oneself or for u to be happy. that's bullshit! it doesnt follow that when you're in love...you're happy. OR when you're single...you're miserable. so obnoxious!hay nako...basta para sa mga hindi in love at the moment or sa mga naghahanap ng kanilang magiging love interest. i salute you! enjoy kaya maging single!!!diba? no problema...you can bitch around pa. hahaha! FYI:di na pala ako sa st. luke' s manganganak. too expensive. imagine normal delivery wala pa ung room aabot na ng 45 thousand. since affiliated den naman ang doctor ko sa delgado hospital.(its a small hospital near st. lukes den along kamuning road) at least dun 35 thousand normal delivery wala pa ren ang room charge. 10 thousand difference...malaki na ren un. papambili ko nalang ng gamit ng baby ko. :) yes!momi na ako! I CRAVE FOR: i know im in my last term na. wala na actually ung cravings. but im EXCITED na to have my 1st vanilla doubleshot!pagkalabas na pagkalabas ko sa hospital magsastarbucks ako.

2.11.2005

STILL WAITING...

well, here are some of my momi pics...walang magawa kaya inupload ko.hahaha!and have u seen my baby's 1st picture? 5months sy a nyan sa tummy ko...pagbigyan nyo na ang buntis...sobrang vain. at may PRE-Labor emotional ekek pa ako. lalo na siguro after ko manganak...please bear with me. im still waiting. sana feb 14 manganak na ako para heart ang pangalan nya. corny?wlang pakialamanan. basta wag lang ka-birthday ng daddy. my God! hindi na biro 'to sa tagal... :P

2.02.2005

IM READY!!!

ive finally convinced myself...ready na ako! its so funny...i remember that movie "Father of the Bride 2" & that Hugh Grant flick "Nine Months"...wherein they're bags are packed already and all the gulo they had before going to the hospital. my bag is ready pati sa baby ko. had a difficult time packing things up. i wonder...magkakagulo kaya sa bahay before going to the hospital? CONGRATS to AIX, IZ, RG, TOF, PAO and KRIS! Graduates na kau, at last!@

2.01.2005

leu-seher!

sheez, looser na ako!di na kasi ako nakakapanood ng movies. but i still have my list of some movies i wanna watch...

Sin City...i hope this flick is good. tingin ko. okay naman trailer nila.

The Phantom of the Opera...well, im not yet sure if this one is a musical thingy or what. sana okay den. i wanna see den The Aviator...

wish ko lang makapanood ako. dapat pala si BART ang tinatanung ko kung okay sila eh...Bart, pag napanood mo na tell me if its good.