twisted sanity for the spotless mind

Je suis imparfait dans mon propre monde imparfait. ..these est les pensées qui couche en dessous de moi. ..the vrai me.

1.27.2005

KARLA BRUNO
K is for Kind
A is for Amazing
R is for Refined
L is for Luscious
A is for Alluring
is for
B is for Beautiful
R is for Responsible
U is for Upbeat
N is for Nerdy
O is for Optimistic

the Waiting game...

ang bilis...9 months na. this is exhausting...i swear. im bored, excited at the same time and still depressed with my figure. promise...HINDI NA PO AKO UULIT. :P and please uulitin ko hindi ako naghahanap ng tatay ng baby ko kasi may dad sya...lost lang. im not into dating right now...not at the moment...maybe in the future. un lang for now...

1.10.2005

Two Weeks to go....

BART,si piolo pinaglihian ko. i thought kasi boy sya. kamukha mo ba si piolo?hehehe!im on my 34th week already. pwede na sya two weeks(january 29) from now pero pwede pa tumagal until the 39th week. im so excited...i swear. let me share lang...i checked my weight awhile ago and i almost fainted its already 159lbs. SHIT!i never imagined aabot ako ng ganto. luckily it doesnt show naman...malaki lang talaga tummy ko. from 115lbs pre-pregnancy weight (pumayat pa ako sa ABSCBN di ko alam yung exact weight ko before the pregnancy)well, getting pregnant is such a fun experience after all...

If you're feeling a little nervous about the BIG DAY - here are my TOP 5 LABOR TIPS to help you out:(got this from this website ekek...
  1. Concentrate on getting oxygen to your baby - do slow deep breaths filling your chest with air, holding and then slowly exhaling;
  2. Visualize a warm, relaxing place, like a beach in sunny HAWAII
  3. Move around a lot and try to minimize your time spent lying down (you'll feel much better once you get up!);
  4. See labor as a positive experience! I was motivated by the thought that every contraction was bringing me one step closer to meeting my baby girl and it definitely worked!
  5. Really concentrate on LISTENING to your body and DON'T be frightened - fear WILL only keep you rigid - the exact opposite of how you want to be during your labor...

i wish matandaan ko lahat 'to...two weeks to go, baby...magkikita na tayo...

1.05.2005

SPOILED!

sinabayan ko dad ko magbreakfast...hehehe!gutom na talga ako...that's why. he told me he'll leave the office early, we'll meet somewhere then head to the mall to buy some baby stuffs...i was really surprised. never expected na sya mismo magaaya to shop. maybe bcoz my dad was never verbal with his feelings ever since nabuntis ako...unlike my mom...she'll tell me everything. my dad is more open saken when it comes to his problems pero sa baby ko...nahdah!ang odd ng feeling coz i was buying baby stuffs with my dad and my niece...dunno why. lolo na talga sya..haha!spoiled pa den ako...my dad was busy taking his buisness calls while ang momi...splurge sa shopping!ansaya!oh well, 8 months na...1month to go(actually more than a month pa) getting nervous as each day passes by. getting slower pa lalo. more hirap pa lalo. at least have an excuse to eat healthy foods since i cant eat sweets na. afraid ako ma-CS. FRIENDS, pray for me...courage for me and good health for my baby.

1.04.2005

New Year's Resolution???!?

i was reading the newspaper the other day came across this article about new year's resolution. mine's simple lang..nothing complicated. at least may goal ako for this year!

  1. start the new year with a smile...(i did!)
  2. start my day with a prayer
  3. stop being a hypercritical
  4. eat veggies
  5. buy(AND READ) 100 years of solitude
  6. hear mass every sundays
  7. DONT OVEREAT
  8. save money
  9. keep a journal
  10. get a massage bago ako manganak
  11. get a whole body massage after manganak
  12. magenrol sa gym
  13. watch ocean's twelve
  14. read eleven minutes by paolo cohelo
  15. treat my dad sa spa
  16. paint my room
  17. get a long vacation somewhere
  18. mag-DIET
  19. eat alone in a resto
  20. watch a play
  21. watch a concert (sana ung kay patti austin and martin n.)
  22. buy that killer pumps sa janilyn
  23. update my wardrobe kapag pumayat na uli ako
  24. WORK!!!
  25. fall in love???!?(still thinking about it!?)